Kyle, you should heed the words of kukulkola. I know all about the Fear. I think it's caused partially by stress and partially by knowledge over others. Like when you've experienced different levels of consciousness or know things about the world that most people don't. Haven't you read or seen Fear and Loathing? That's what it's all about.

But this also means you have become a bona fide member of the counter-culture. So don't worry too much.