Thanks guys, it really helps. I don't want to share my situation with people, we all have pain in this life, nobody wants to hear about mine, BUT, you guys are different. I'm hoping a week or two of bed rest and a SERIOUS carpet bombing with my arsenal of natural healing elements and will get me set for the REAL fight. Of course, it may be too late to save my bios.

But if that's the case, I got another 13 fairly healthy years out of the original diagnosis, and even though I have a wife and four children, I trust God/Love/The Universe/The Creator in that just as I didn't pick when I came, I don't need to pick when I "go" for it to be a full life.

I'm at peace, truly. It's just that in the past few days, symptoms have gone 20MPH to 150MPH in a heartbeat. I'm rather versed in both natural and mainstream "medicine", biology, and the nature of what I am facing, and the fact is, there's a good chance it might be lights out here soon, and I wanted to tell everyone who has meant something to me how I feel.


Live for The Moment.

Farmer Steve Farmer :jointsmile: