Help dealing with effects of pot

[demoreal]

Hmmm.... I'm way over 60 and it hasn't happened yet.

At what age does it start affecting one this way?

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I know. It has not happened to anyone else in my family. Only me. I have no idea why. It just puts me in this mindset where I think of all the things i need to change. I think it has to do with me not being a secure person. It is just so spiritual every time I smoke now. I do not enjoy it for social events.
It started happening about age 25