Wow Sam I am really,truly sorry to hear about your Mom. Obviously I am also sorry to hear about your Dad too. That is a real crappy hand you've been dealt,I don't know if I could handle that right now to be honest.

You have support here Bud but I can understand why you held back.Now that we know what you're going through don't be shy about venting. Damn it! I'm really sorry to hear this.

You are Mormon and to be honest I really don't know what your specific beliefs are but God be with you in these trying times and also with your parents. I believe we all are pretty much praying to God no matter the form or name and I will keep praying for you and everyone. Peace be with you and your folks.