Ok now I don't want to make it seem like there are not more serious medical problems requiring the services of cannabis, however I'm oddly curious...

I recently moved to maine from upstate new york and before that i lived in new jersey. in neither place is medical usage aloud,nor is the growth for medical usage. thus i've never gotten a professional opinion on this but...

i self medicate for the purpose of nerves. i've always been an anxious,worrying wreck. i bounce my leg and crack my joints too often for me to even notice i do it anymore.i chew the insides of my cheeks and grind my teeth instead on occasions till i notice. i worry and analyze 100 things at once not just 10. my hands shake without my control and i could break into tears for no reason but emotional release quicker then i breath.

every professional i've ever seen has put me on some kind of medicine:wtf:....claiming im too depressed causing anxiousness. which they concluded because my father committed suicide when i was 8 and my mother told me as bluntly as i just told you. i'm not depressed...so when they drug me im completely off the walls. my own medication:smokin: is all that seems to help but now that i've moved and have no resources i've noticed my symptoms get worse.

im nervous about seeking help and would like anyones opinion:twocents: on the medical world of Maine....:what:will i just be pumped full of pills again?:what: because i don't find that healthy.

please help,thanks
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viveyrose Reviewed by viveyrose on . Totally New Ok now I don't want to make it seem like there are not more serious medical problems requiring the services of cannabis, however I'm oddly curious... I recently moved to maine from upstate new york and before that i lived in new jersey. in neither place is medical usage aloud,nor is the growth for medical usage. thus i've never gotten a professional opinion on this but... i self medicate for the purpose of nerves. i've always been an anxious,worrying wreck. i bounce my leg and crack my Rating: 5