Thats what I try to do when I smoke. I try to get my mind off the anxiety part of the trip. I used to not have these problems. I mean I would smoke out sometimes and get a little paranoid, but nothing like what happened that time around. I just wish I had someone to smoke with. Someone that could just guide me through it a couple of times. I don't want to sound like a wuss or anything I just wanna be back like old times. Calming, soothing, funny, etc.