Kjds77,

I REALLY REALLY feel for you! Having to deal with something that happened in your past that constantly gets "relived" is something I would not wish on anyone.

Feel fortunate that you are in a state that recognizes PTSD as a treatable condition under the Medical Cannabis program...although NM is new to the medical cannabis community, they do realize that cannabis can help considerably.

If you have not already done so check out "Granny's list" from Storm Crow here on the site:

Granny's Medical Marijuana List

Keep us posted on how we can help! There are MANY good folks here that are willing to give the shirt off their back to help someone in need.

Take care and hang in there....