Awww im sorry to hear all that. Maybe it's best that u give up weed for good if its gunna bring back the anxiety.

You really need to think hard about what u really wanna do in life. Once u have a idea or two then u should go for it. Don't let drugs take over yr life.

If u really cant give up weed then maybe it's best that u cut down from it and only smoke a few days a week