We can't let go.

Both me and a couple of mates have totally screwed up.

After a year of tainted hash bongs and then a year of tainted hash shotties eveyday, i started to get anxiety. So i stopped for a month, but know everytime i smoke weed i get the anxiety back, but i still can't lket go cause it was such a big part of my life. I have all these memories and life seems so bleak without weed

my mate fucked up on free base speed and ecstacy... he is now on anti depressants and shakes and stutters. This used to be a guy who was always happy and never cried.

finally my mate dean passed out and now he cant even drink alchohol without feeling dizzy. He used to do chemies every weekend, now he does nothing.

even after all of this, dean says he will do chemies again in a few months, mike says he will smoke weed again when the anti depressants have done their job and i can't seem to make up my mind bout anything

anyone got any ideas
happysuicide Reviewed by happysuicide on . Letting go of the life We can't let go. Both me and a couple of mates have totally screwed up. After a year of tainted hash bongs and then a year of tainted hash shotties eveyday, i started to get anxiety. So i stopped for a month, but know everytime i smoke weed i get the anxiety back, but i still can't lket go cause it was such a big part of my life. I have all these memories and life seems so bleak without weed my mate fucked up on free base speed and ecstacy... he is now on anti depressants and shakes Rating: 5