There is no medicine that will speed up half of my brain, kill pain signals on the other half, erase my double-vision by speeding up the pairing of images from five seconds to instant, deaden my tinnitus, restore balance to my hips, make me stand straight (and tall), be able to sit on the toilet seat without my right-leg convulsing while my entire left-side is in pain at a dozen spots, and more, just off a little weed.

If I let myself, I make cannabis look miraculous. It's amazing. After so long of seeing the world cloudy, one hit makes me see straight.

For the pain, I saw doctors for two years and took their medicines. They couldn't find one that works, and, within a month, I was going through very serious withdrawals and had to go back to my doctor for more medicine to calm me down from that. I had head trauma, in 1994, and not one prescription-drug did not incapacitate me.

Topamax and Baclofen were the final attempt.