I don't know how to delete posts here so I'm writing this. I wasn't trying to criticize your life but rather try and get some insight into how Pot helps PTSD. I know that w/ the meds I'm on now I can't really function for crap. Like I said though now that I have the chance it's different. I just wanted to know how others dealt w/ it. "Huh" was just a true pothead response. It seems as if there is such limited pot anyway so I'm just wondering if I should do it. I live in Las Cruces so it's more of decision for me. Plus I have a young daughter that I don't want to smell in front of all the time. I'm really at the point where they are forcing it on me anyway. The only thing that works is Xanax every 2 hours and none of them want to give me that much and XR is a joke, carbamazepine is a nightmare and a damn joke. I'm not writing this to appease any politically lefted moderator either so fuck you boobs. You Slayer tried to help me and I was a complete ass to you and I AM man enough to apologize. I'm sorry. I really didn't expect you to respond to me of all people anyhow. I love great Cannabis but I have to do it responsibly and I can't let it run my life.