i think you have a spirit that is very protective, and the little one was just feeling its presence, thats all. I think we all have protective spirits(guardian angels) or what ever one wants to label them. i think i have 2. i am also a pagan. you didnt mention your age. it must be tough if your living at home and they dont like it. I hope that they respect your privacy. please tell of your experiences. i am interested. a woman that i work with- her brother is blind and also a genious. he will soon be working for nasa after he graduates from princton(on scholarships-his family is average) you sound like an extaordinary person!! please tell us some stories!!