i wouldnt worry about it too much...but i did enjoy reading ur post. u prolly did well in english class eh? its amazing what ur brain can make u think is real.

as for the pulse speeding up and such...its a known fact that if u stand up after sitting down, you will lose blood in your head. then it all rushes back(heart speeds up) then u feel disorented.(being baked amplifies this) all you have to do is get up slower next time. crying is a natural emotion...i wouldnt worry bout that either and the fact that u think ur gonna get retarded from weed is a retarded thought on its own. so maybe u are becoming retarded :O...lol...jk

the cartoon heart...my guess is that its just something random u thought up of, like a dream...but dreams are known to have meanings too...so if i had to guess " I visually saw a cartoonish picture of my heart, with eyes and a mouth, struggling the waves of blood that hit it." to me, means that u are lookin to find love, with no luck...or very little luck.
kronick Reviewed by kronick on . Experienced repressed thoughts and temporary retardation from cannabis trip A few days ago, when I decided to indugle in my once-a-week cannabis indulgment with the strain Haze, I loaded up my bubler with less than half a bowl. Feeling a hard-on like I always do before I light up Mary Jane, knowing that fun, high times lay ahead for me, I took the lighter and bathed the buds in the lighter. Held in the smooth, skuny smoke for 3 secs, breathed out into the fan. Feeling nothing yet, I rotated the bud, and toasted the other side, taking 2 more hits. Next thing you Rating: 5