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04-07-2005, 10:07 PM #1OPSenior Member
Experienced repressed thoughts and temporary retardation from cannabis trip
A few days ago, when I decided to indugle in my once-a-week cannabis indulgment with the strain Haze, I loaded up my bubler with less than half a bowl. Feeling a hard-on like I always do before I light up Mary Jane, knowing that fun, high times lay ahead for me, I took the lighter and bathed the buds in the lighter. Held in the smooth, skuny smoke for 3 secs, breathed out into the fan. Feeling nothing yet, I rotated the bud, and toasted the other side, taking 2 more hits. Next thing you know...WHACK BAAM. Everything is in extreme slo mo, I am 100% disconnected and deattached from my body, and feel an electric like presence whirl around my brain (Probably the Celebral buzz from the Sativa) anyways, Im in a good mind set here, though worrying that im baked like fuck, and the max didnt even reach yet. Knowing that I had a lot more to come my way, I got up, and walked around. Now here is the very strange part that I need you guys to analyze and intepret for me. When I got up from my bed, I felt very light headed, and my heart raced extremly fast, and I visually saw a cartoonish picture of my heart, with eyes and a mouth, struggling the waves of blood that hit it. Now, not feeling good, I laid down in my bed, and as soon as I laid down, I felt a very very slow pulse, and my blood pressure dropped vastly. So when I get up, it sky rockets up, and when I go down, the blood pressure drops extremly low. Well anyways, I got up, managed to get out for fresh air and felt better. By now, I am no longer in slo mo, but It is in picture frame (like flipping a book now). All of the sudden, I could remember all of the dreams I had when I was a baby, dreams of clowns, and fantasy fairy figures. I didnt like seeing this, felt very strange. Also I actually cried, exploring the repressed thoughts my brain had been repressing. I saw my father (A person whom I consciously hate and left me and my mom many years ago) but in this case, I was crying very hard for him. It was very uncomfortable experiencing repressed thoughts of him. I was able to penetrate deeply into my brain with ease, and explore hidden thoughts, feelings of sadness, etc etc. Then all of the sudden, not realizing it yet, I was retarded...literally retarded. I made strange faces like a retarded boy would make. I walked deformly like a retard. And my right leg was paralyzed. When trying to speak, I mumbled and slurred like a retard. I DEVELOPED THE HORRID THOUGHT THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE BORN RETARDED. I felt all of these hidden feelings about myself, feeling that they were GENUINE hidden, repressed thoughts. Can anybody relate to this story?
I am scared for my next time that I may somehow be permamently retarded from this?Toking with Jesus Reviewed by Toking with Jesus on . Experienced repressed thoughts and temporary retardation from cannabis trip A few days ago, when I decided to indugle in my once-a-week cannabis indulgment with the strain Haze, I loaded up my bubler with less than half a bowl. Feeling a hard-on like I always do before I light up Mary Jane, knowing that fun, high times lay ahead for me, I took the lighter and bathed the buds in the lighter. Held in the smooth, skuny smoke for 3 secs, breathed out into the fan. Feeling nothing yet, I rotated the bud, and toasted the other side, taking 2 more hits. Next thing you Rating: 5I don\'t believe in the hypocritical, moralistic dogma of this so-called civilized society. And no one knows that better than those who kill for policy, clandestinely or openly, as do the governments of the world, which kill in the name of God and country or for whatever reason the deem appropriate. I don\'t need to hear all of society\'s rationalizations, I am beyond good and evil.
Richard Ramirez -\"The Night Prowler\"
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