[quote=firestartersydd]Hell of a picture painted. I feel ya man. Bi-polar disorder runs in my family and ended up pretty much killing my mother and grandfather. Both were severely afflicted and ended up subduing to other illnesses, but both were completely different people once they got their meds " right. " My grandfather ended up going off the deep end because of his extreme manic side, and my mom turned into a zombie who eventually gave up . ]

Thanks for sharing that. I too have a family history filled with manic depressive disorder. You work with what you got I guess. I wish you all the best!