Appreciate it Frosty. I'll tell you Bud that a good horse is well to me better than a good dog. Same ole things ya know like they don't judge,they really can sense how you feel. I have screamed to God for help and I feel a level of peace at times that I never have. I'm not trying to push God onto anyone,I know how annoying that can be. Frosty I apologize for the French flag comment,it really isn't ME to be mean to anyone. That is why I am here. I am in a downward spiral like none I've ever had before. Slayer(for the band or what?) I have respect for other beliefs,well all but radical muslims. Slayer NOBODY is EVER ALONE no matter what your RELIGIOUS BELIEFS may be.