Thank you for pointing me in a direction.

I'm really sorry to hear about your situation and leaving behind debt. You are right my friend. When you are alone it is what it is. Docs just don't seem to care and we as human beings DO NOT deserve to be treated this way. I say alone but I believe in God so I never really feel alone, not since I screamed out for him to help me. I never prayed for myself solely just that he help me be bearable to those I still have around me. I respect all beliefs and mine is that he gave us everything we need to live on this planet. Evil influenced the people that took 2,000# of Coca leaves and make a kilo of "cocaine". All mammals have cannabinoid receptors in the brain along with opium. That is no co incedence. I offer all the hope I can give on a PC to you and I will pray for you and your family. I KNOW how hard it is to have faith,call it a crutch,what you will but it can't hurt. Comfort my friend. Use your anger in a positive way like I am trying to do.