Yeah man I totally agree with you. I've had a pretty rough background growing up as a kid. I was never born with a silver spoon in my mouth. I feel your pain working the shit job making $9.00 dollars an hour with hardly anything left after rent, my job has controlled my appearance and none the less the fear factor that has been set to the point I'm afraid to even be exposed to marijuana smoke in case a drug test comes about and them finding traces of THC. You know I really want to smoke and I wont list my reasons for that because I'm sure we all have the same reasons and like I stated I'm afraid too because I have a lot right now on my plate that I can't afford to lose, I'm still taking care of my grandmother and I'm sure you remember me talking about her sometime last year if I'm not mistaking so I'm just trying to find loop holes around just about anything that is holding me back from whatever I like to do and want.

Well the way that the economy is in my state it's kinda hard to pursue any dreams or goals unless you have the connections and if anyone is to disagree with me well then you must have it easier then I do haha :thumbsup: It's just a very slow process and a lot of places are mostly hanging by a thread, quite sad I might say .

But anyways I was glad to see you post in here, it has been sometime since I last talked to you. I appreciate the advise and I completely understand where you're coming from. It's nice to hear from you again! Now I just need to hear back from the rest of the other old friends of mine!

By the way how have you been doing?