yo man i didnt i wanna make the shit mass loads i just said i wanna know how and no i wouldnt use it for personal use i dont even wanna publish work about it i just wanna learn as much as possible and so what if i cant type i can write it good it doesn't make a difference really and also i didn't want anyone to tell me how to make x it was just an example who knows maybe i should look into all the chem classes thanks for the idea iam not living an unrealistic dream i have what it takes yes it may sound cocky and it may be cocky but i think i do have what it takes that is