I had a similar thing happen to me. I was suppose to go with a friend she then found out she was prego and couldn't risk travel. Then the next year a friend bailed and bought a boat instead of going, and finally on my golden bday I was going to go and my dad passed away, so moral of my story is.....Pick me! no I mean just go and expand your life and enjoy the freedom. I regret not going now and I understand it's not going anywhere and will still be Amsterdam next year but never know when something comes up,,,,go for it.