Last Thursday, my court hearing got delayed for 5 hours and that put me in a bad situation because I was following the dilution method by the clock. Just when I thought I was about to hit rock bottom, the mediation clerk screwed up and didn't have my mediation report with her because she recently thought my hearing was set on a date that was recently moved ahead. Now my court hearing doesn't start until mid January and boy am I glad as ever! I'm certain that is plenty of time for me to clean up my system the old fashion way. By then I'll be more than 30 days clean.

Anyways, I just wanted to thank those who did tried to help me out. I really appreciate it very much, thank you.

As for me, I know I'll be doing okay, because my custody battle has nothing to do with me growing my medication back then. My ex is only trying to use that against me because she has nothing on me and during that time she wasn't against me on growing or having my medication. She is just pissed off because I put her dad in his place for trying to intrude into my personal life and space.

I'll leave it at there. Thanks again everyone. Good bye!