Fuck! I drank over 48oz of liquids this morning, took 6 aspirins overall and popped 10 capsule of vitamin B-complex all step-by-step. I was already to go to my hearing this morning at 8:30, but then the court called me and told me that the hearing is moved to 1:30 in the afternoon instead because my ex-wife's lawyer has court somewhere else and can't make the morning hearing. FUCK! Fuck that motherfucker! I think he is doing this on purpose to fuck with me!

Okay I gotta calm down and think straight... If there is anyone out there that can help me, please tell me what I can still do. Can I still repeat all the dilution steps again leading up until the hour before the hearing at 1:30? Is it safe or should I just call it quit and give it all up? Right now I'm feeling really hungry but its hard to think about food when my life is practically on the line at this moment.

Please, anyone or god, answer my prayers.