I feel I should add, for the indefinite period of time where I kept discovering my doorframe and matress, each time I realized "I've done this before" and turned to check, there would be an infinite number of me's and doorframes branching off behind the one in front...kinda like two mirrors reflecting each other into oblivion. and for a little while, I was scared that I would be doing this forever, but another part of me was more scared that this was all there ever was, I've just been having a wonderful dream of life and love and things that are not matresses and doorframes, now I'm done dreaming and its back to work.

yeah, I have no idea either. you'll understand once you try it.