Ever since childhood, I have felt like an outsider. I was treated for depression and adhd and nothing seemed to make a difference. I was an a++ student, striving to be the best I could possibly be. Always a sense of intellectual arrogance persisted and I wanted to reflect that, through achieved status'.
Then, after some personal/family crisis I turned to complacency and my grades dropped. I just didnt care anymore. I was more into feeling normal and being accepted. Cannabis use started regularly during my 10th grade year and persisted throughout HS. I felt more at
zihowie Reviewed by zihowie on . Schizoaffective and cannabis Ever since childhood, I have felt like an outsider. I was treated for depression and adhd and nothing seemed to make a difference. I was an a++ student, striving to be the best I could possibly be. Always a sense of intellectual arrogance persisted and I wanted to reflect that, through achieved status'. Then, after some personal/family crisis I turned to complacency and my grades dropped. I just didnt care anymore. I was more into feeling normal and being accepted. Cannabis use started Rating: 5