Oh man yesterday sucked. It seems like a fuzzy movie. I definately do not want to do that again and I'm glad I didn't have any higher dosage (I only took 300mg). That was a pain in the ass. I was so nervous the whole time. I was starving but I didn't have enough energy to eat anything. My heart would go wild and then slow down and I kept thinking I was going to die in my sleep so it was really hard to go to sleep. The only good part of the experience was just sitting on my bed listening to music because my whole body felt like it was numb. I could feel my hand resting on my knee but I couldn't feel my knee with my hand. I don't know. It was pretty cool.

When I was lying in the dark (BAD IDEA) all these things kept moving around and flittering. My walls kept moving in and out. Closing my eyes just made it worse. A whole lot worse. I felt like I was being thrown around in a tub of water or something. I can't describe it.

When I woke up at 4:30 this morning everything was fine and I felt better. I went back to sleep and was out cold for three hours (longest amount of sleep I got last night without waking up) and then I couldn't sleep anymore. I still feel like I'm lagging today but I'm ok.

I swear... next time I do something like that, I'm having a friend with me and I'm reading everything. Everything.