Sorry to hear about all your pain!

Firstly i'd suggest to read a lot about how to grow, different types of light, easy strains to grow, nutrients etc. Heres a link to an online grow guide i found and it included everything you need to know. Also, just keep reading through these forums and you will soon enough start learning all the common problems and solutions and it will all really help you with your first grow.

Good luck with it all !

Charbud :thumbsup:

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