Im still tryin to understand what you are tryin to explain. Might copy it and save it for when im on acid next bcos Im havin a bit of trouble wrapping my brain arond the whole several different entities to a single being and folds of energy etc. I did understand some of what you were saying regarding "we are aprt of something huge". Everything in life has a balance, equilibrium so to speak, an action reaction effect. This balance is ther bcos ultimately everything effects everything else, this is a reason for me to believe that we are apart of something great. However things might be percieved a lot different when we our bodies non existent, mayb we arnt meant to be able to comprehend this greater enitity bcos life is the blindfold that keeps us from seeing it.