hi everyone. a few people left me rep regarding this thread so i thought id give an update. the last 7 months have been an upward struggle. i have had to fight every step of the way to get a home and bring my family together every single day. i have cried argued panicked frozen but i finally made it. i kept going and i won. im now in a secure home with my family back together. sometimes the only thing that kept me going were reminders from people that they were thinking of me or they believed in me that i could do it. some of those people were on here so thank you it's good to hear. im back in devon and feels like home :-) my relation is on the rocks still but nothing is going to bring me down right now i have fought to hard to get here for that. so overall life is much better. im also doing a course in dog behaviour and rehabilitation, after some research and getting a puppy i have invested a lot of time in training him and have now got a wonderful calm balanced 8 month old dog who will in the near future