well lol time for an update i think...... the dream house hahaha its just that a dream once again as it fell through last week with no explination and a week before we were due to move in how gutted was i..... to top that with only a week left before a court order forces us to leave where we are we cant find any where to live and that week has past we have to be out tomorrow. we have decided to take a different route, we have found a spot on a local farm where we can have a big static caravan, we are trying to now find a static caravan but at least when we find one itll be ours not rented and the next aim will buying a small cheap plot of farmland and work our way up from there we want to get a wooden lodge at some point.

i start work on monday and im stupidly nervous about it but excited to not so much about the job as having a job and a new focus. extra money too.

i must say that i have been surprised at myself lately, the worst thing i could imagine happening atm are happening and i actually feel like im coping with it all just about and hey for me...big achievment lol....:jointsmile::thumbsup: