oh if only lol thought things couldnt get any worse but they have. we bought a static caravan with the intention of putting it on an agreed site and guess what after buying the van the plot fell through so we are stuck with a van we cant live in as we cant find somewhere to put it. who would have thought it could be so hard to find a little bit of land in devon its mostly fields ffs surely there has to be a place we can put it but search as i am and still no luck. ive called every local farmer and every campsite or caravan associated businesses to try and find somewhere searched the internet over and over and nothing.

im staying at my dads with my 3 kids my bf has pretty much had some kind of breakdown and ran away for a week is now on anti depressants after he visited a doctor, back with us but not working plus being at my dads means 90 miles from home town and the kids are missing school. i really thought i could get this sorted but ive run out of avenues to try and ive tried all possible avenues several times. top that off with our car breaking down, my snake has escaped from my brother who was looking after it and me losing the job i nearly got to start...... my life is a joke!!!!!

how i am still even here amazes me sometimes and at others i have a huge fight just to get through the day.
wonder whats going to happen to me and my family or how im meant to be able to fix this. what if i cant fix this? i dont know what else i can try and the way things are with kids not being at school i wouldnt be supriised if i end up with social services on my back again i have 2 weeks til the new school term and if the kids arent there they will lose their place and be expected to attand school in bristol which anyone who knew my kids everything they have been through and knew just how much support the get at their school would know how detrimental it would be. my son has autism and recieves full time support at school he wouldnt get it here i looked into it and on average kids here dont get that support within mainstream schools.
well theres my moan done still nothing achieved hate my life right now just want a home is it really too much. what am i doing so wrong that i cant fix this?