hello, my question is why do you drink? Is there an issue that you are seeking to escape? When I was drinking a fifth of wild turkey 151 at every turn, it was to get away from the mental pains of lost love, failing of school(college) feelings of why do I have to be less than everyone else. and the catch was anyone I tried to get help from only made fun of me. Just asking where is the foundation for your drinking; may be we can help you beat it.:thumbsup: