i aspire for shamanhood. ask me anything.

[DQAbel]

Im new here and I have some questions...

1)How to I "find" or see my "higher self"? You know that voice that talks to you in the back of your mind that tells you things. How do I "realize" that that is me my higher self?
Am I making sense? Do you know what I am talking about?

2)I did shrooms once and saw a great white light coming out of the top shooting into the sky. Any Ideas about this?

3)Do you believe there are "Aliens" on this planet?

4)Do you believe in the NWO?

[DQAbel]

2)I did shrooms once and saw a great white light coming out of a pyramid top shooting into the sky. Any Ideas about this?

[amsterdam]

you were hallucinating maybe?

[djaio]

Im new here and I have some questions...

1)How to I "find" or see my "higher self"? You know that voice that talks to you in the back of your mind that tells you things. How do I "realize" that that is me my higher self?
Am I making sense? Do you know what I am talking about?

which voice do you mean? there's the superego, the voice that basically tries to discipline you, you know - "you shouldn't do that." "you can't talk to her, she's way out of your league!" "what did i tell you about jumping to conclusions?" ... the superego is NOT your higher self. quite the opposite really.

if you aren't talking about the superego, i'm not sure what you mean. personally, whenever i have a "higher thought" it's just me thinking. no voice at the back of my head.

2)I did shrooms once and saw a great white light coming out of the top shooting into the sky. Any Ideas about this?

this is like someone asking me to interpret their dream. i can't tell you what your experience meant, you're the only one that can. but if i had to guess... that sounds like a metaphor for connecting with god. it's interesting that you envisioned a pyramid... triangles are good representations of life, since we have three parts(body, mind, spirit). other than that, i dunno.

3)Do you believe there are "Aliens" on this planet?

If you mean aliens in the most traditional sense, lifeforms from another planet... i really have no idea, and i haven't thought about it. ive never been that fascinated with the idea of aliens, probably because i've always been confident that they're out there, and ive found it almost ridiculous to think they aren't. there's no question in my mind.

but on THIS planet... beats me. if there are, they're obviously on a higher plane of existence that we can't sense with our human bodies. a relatively common theory among obsessed paranoids(i hate to use labels, but its just for the sake of conversation) involves reptile-like beings that control us behind the scenes. it's an intriguing thought, but i have very little speculation on the matter.

)Do you believe in the NWO?

Had to google to find out what you're talking about. i'll read up about this.

heh... i wasn't much help on any of those questions, was i? oh well, next time.

[DQAbel]

Thanks!
The "higher self" voice I spoke of is a voice that (to me) seems to tell me things that will happen. Its kind of like I see the future. More so than "you shouldn't do that." its more like "If you do that this will happen" and if I do it usually does.
wierd.
Thanks for your help.

One last question,

what does it mean to aquire shamanhood?

[DQAbel]

Sorry one more...

I have been reding some interesting stuff on this sight and just wanted to know how you feel about its content???

http://www.trufax.org/

[djaio]

Thanks!
The "higher self" voice I spoke of is a voice that (to me) seems to tell me things that will happen. Its kind of like I see the future. More so than "you shouldn't do that." its more like "If you do that this will happen" and if I do it usually does.
wierd.

really? i guess you just have really well-developed intuition. thats cool.

what does it mean to aquire shamanhood? i don't know yet

[djaio]

trufax.org... well, the important thing is to read it yourself and see what YOU think of it. but you're asking for my opinion. my first five minutes of it:

very unorganized website, and hard to understand at points. i won't say it's "true" or "false" because that isn't the way the universe works. but skimming through it, it does seem like a genuine production with good intentions and some useful information. this in particular parallels my beliefs, and gives me good feelings about the site:

"Principle of Attraction. Simply stated, like attracts like. The principle of attraction magnetizes the object of the focused thought that was "sent out into the creational field of energy" and it is returned to the point of origin. When the point of origin is vibrating at the slower rate, it appears within the sequential time orientation to manifest very slowly."

i've been familiar of the law of attraction for a long time.

go ahead, read the site to your heart's content. like i said, its what you think of it that matters. and remember, truth comes from within you.

[jacquelyne]

Do u actually hear a voice ?
Or just think that the voice is telling you the future (without speaking)
like having an open mind and letting answers flow through.................
because if a person can meditate they can do that also usually
i would like to know that because you sound like you have a mild psychosis
pyramids, religious thoughts and everything supernatural or a mystery are the thoughts that people think that they know the answers to when influenced by some drugs.For some reason people think they are something that they are not or special in some way with visions that others do not posess.I have had it and you seem like you should take a break if your taking anything im telling you if you keep thinking that you have the answers to life (no matter how real your ideas seem) people around you will get worried and you may get put in a hospital.If you get psychosis from taking drugs it will be with you for life and people will assume things about you without knowing the real you.I could see grey rings around people when i went to hospital i was in the ER for a few days and i was telling those people that i knew they would die soon.There was 1 bed in there and everyone that layed there i thought was called Jack and they never had grey rings around them.I asked my mum to ask the mans name right before i was escorted by security to the mental hospital.His name was Jack anyways.I believed that every Indian doctor that treated me was the devil in human form.All i am saying is that you can get that so be careful as 5% of people never recover and have it for life and if that is the case they wont let you live in society with normal people as you are then classed as a danger to yourself and others.

[djaio]

calm down, jacquelyne. its all good.

excepting the surprisingly boring dxm i took a few nights ago, i haven't taken a psychoactive substance in months. and i very rarely take unnatural drugs - that dxm was just the result of me wanting to get fucked up and not having access to weed.

i live "real life" very normally, and very seldomly speak of my spiritually-inclined nature. maybe that will change once i get better at meshing real life and spirituality together. after all, people appreciate a wise word or two, as long as its coming from someone they trust.

besides, i live in a community that is very, very open to spirituality. i live in fairfield, iowa, home to a huge following of maharishi mahesh-yogi and transcendental meditation, and the site of the maharishi university of management... maybe youve heard of it, its been in time magazine a few times. we(as in, fellow pot-smokers around me) have grown up in this highly spiritual environment, and the stuff i'm talking about would be wholeheartedly agreed with and conversed among a few friends of mine.

dont get me wrong, i'm not saying this is a utopia, full of enlightened people that are above everyone else. many people here are just as self-righteous and blindly faithful as any fundamentalist christian(and we do have our share of those here). but the thought of me being seen as delusional is an amusing notion.

i doubt i'll stay in this town all my life, tho. first i want to get out of the usa - it's pretty much everything i dont want in a country - and travel. travel as much of the world as i can. then settle down some peaceful place in the belgian countryside, or maybe india... someplace that fits me. i dunno, i'll see what happens. right now its all just a dream.

peace.