Dude i feel the exact same way. I went out with a girl for 6 months and then she dumped me and she was the only girl i've ever loved. I felt so lucky to be with her. We used to talk all day sometimes and now she doesn't talk to me at all. I still try sometimes because i miss her but it's all in vain. I know there's no chance of us ever getting back or even being friends and i hate it but can't do n e thing about it. Feeling powerless sucks. It's been 2 yrs since i was with her and i feel like such a loser lol. It's my own fault tho, can't blame n e 1 else. You're not alone. Try and find another girl, that's the only way you'll ever get over her. I feel like she's put a curse on me coz every girl i like now doesn't like me back ha. That's life. I miss her so much but it's so pointless feeling that way. I mean nothing to her anymore. Take your mind off her with friends, weed, music and girls and good luck to you.