I smoke marijuana because i cannot deal with reality and the stresses of life. I use marijuana to mask my depression, to deal with work when i really cant deal with being there, and to sleep at night because otherwise i would toss and turn and not sleep. I was diagnosed bipolar, and my lithium levels were super low, i was put on lithium, and then a higher dose, and a higher dose, depression took the better part of 3 years of my life. I smoke marijuana, because i hate life, because i hate the government, and because i hate god, and he hates me