Quote Originally Posted by Twentyinches
hey don't do anything stupid, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem..
i'm still going! its all ive ever done and habbits are hard to break.

i would love to say that everything was resolved now, its not but i am overjoyed to at least be able to say its looking up!

i have got a job its only on the checkout in a big tesco store thats opening near by soon,but we desperately need the money and i think its time for me to get some work in and feel like i am equally contributing to my childrens financial security and at least it'll get me out doing something different and meeting different people.

good news on my teeth they should be done by 23rd oct so plenty of time to get used to them before my new job starts. its been a long hard struggle without any, i never realised just how much you could miss chewing!

we also had alot of shit happen during the time ive not really been on here which im hoping to put behind us soon, we had another house move fall through after being charged admin fees, which we really could have done without .so we are still squatting in the same house we should have left over a month ago. and the local council have decided we dont need their help, that if a family struggles to pay the rent and high bills for this place then fall behind with those payment that means we made ourselves intentionally homeless and they dont have an obligation to help house us, dicks just make shit up so they dont have to help. on the plus side we have been looking at a house thats on a farm in the middle of farmland and woodland the kind of place i dream of living and its cheaper than the last 2 houses we have lived in, so far so good, the owner of the house seems to be focusing on us moving in there and soon just need to get the £2000 deposit and first months rent up together and we'll be sorted as he set a high deposit instead of refrences and credit check which we would fail, just need the recent spell of good luck to hold out for this one. i need ever bit of good i have ever done in my whole life needs to come back to me now in good karma or something cos it would just be perfect! fingers crossed we'll know for sure by wednesday. wish i knew now its like torture waiting.