bad things happen to good people everyday. like they say, it usually gets worse before it get's better. and i'm not saying that your situation will get worse, nor do i hope it does.

there is nothing wrong with being scared, sad, upset, angry or any other emotion. nor is there anything wrong with crying. our emotions can make us do amazing things. (and sometime's not so amazing!) emotions are perfectly normal.

any one can give you advice. you still have to decide what's best for you and what you need/have to do.

the bf, even if you love him, isn't worth the time unless he apologizes to you. if he's gonna use you as a scapegoat (especially in your time of need) then screw him. also keep in mind, that words are just words. no matter what ill-intent is behind them, we CHOOSE to get offended or not to get offended. so don't let his petty words infect your head.

that's just lame. as far as his violence, well that absolutely cannot be tolerated. especially with the little ones around. no one deserves that.

there is obviously nothing you can do about your teeth. or any advice that one can give. just come to peace with that as quick as you can. no one deserves it, but what can you do?

with the housing, keep your nose to the grind. there is something out there. you can find it!

if you are doing the best you can do, and you love your babies, they don't care about all of that other stuff. they love their momma! and as long as you love them unconditionally and try your best you will always be perfect to them. and they have your back no matter what. remember that!

enough with that talk about not being able to make it! that's not an option. everything might not turn out the way that you want it, but you can make it. and you will make it. but part of that comes from your mentality. you have to believe that you can beat anything that life throws at you. you have no choice but to make it!

you have to get out of this why me mentality though (at least that's the way you sound.) i'm not trying to be rude or funny. i'm simply telling you what i think you need to hear, probably not what you want.

i hope that you get everything worked out.


-shake