I've had general anesthetic five times now. I love going under. You have nothing to be worried about, and hopefully you get a cool anesthesiologist. When I had my wisdom teeth out the guy was listening to Mellow Yellow as he put me under. That was trippy awesome. Let the anesthetic start to sink in and then focus on one spot and fight the urge to pass out, you trip out for a bit and experience a little drug induced euphoria for a second or two before you're Doctor Gonzo. This kinda makes me sound like a druggy when I write it out.. oh well.

I feel bad for you but I don't know what to say about your problems. Your right everything kinda got shit on you at the same time. I have a lot of respect for you cause you haven't given up yet, not sure if I could do that. At least you can be proud because you're one tough cookie.