i understaand how you feel, i was put on prozac when i was 13 and just got off 2 summers ago, so i was on for basically 4 years and when i was taken off it i became alot more depressed. it felt like i was always angry to, i guess the prozac really mellowed me out, and i just felt like i was going crazy. after being off it for a while i began to suffer panic attacks (it felt like i was having a heart attack and a lion was clawing my back, and total fear) i was put on effexor for a while and it helped but i turned 18 and lost my masshealth insurance, began to have panic attacks then ,medicated my self with pot and dxm (numbs your mind and body, so no mood swings or panic attacks) and thats what im still doing. some people are just more fucked in the head than others, it sucks.