I'm not sure what you state you live unless I missed somewhere but if your old enough and you have that many legit problems why don't move to California or another more med-cannabis friendly state near you.

Also, if you can't get your cannabis legally why don't you just buy from your friends or some regular pot dealer? At least where I live in new york near medical grade to above medical grade is almost available where I live, and I think the same is true in many places around the country.

I just want to point out for that most cannabis called "medical cannabis" or any strain called a "medical" strain isn't significantly different from any other high grade cannabis out there. The only difference is that medical strains lean towards certain ratios of cbd/thc and indica/sativa that are considered most suitable for med use. So basically if you can find good sticky/dank pot it'll probably do you fine, especially if using a vaporizer.

And if you really can't get your legal meds or your pot from a regular dealer why don't you try growing your own? Theres tons of resources for that out there on the internet (including a huge section on this very forum). If your interested, check out HTGsupply.com they've got everything you need in terms of supplies (other then seeds) and have some really good deals. Most seed banks are fairly reliable also so you needn't really worry about that.