buck im in the same boat,i dont even know if i like the person i am when im smokeing anymore,when i smoke i get increadably happy for a while then when the smoke clears i'm severly depressed,im alot dumber on pot,when i first started tokeing i loved the way it made my mind click it was like it got all the gunk out of my gears.My grades would sky rocket after i got though a nic smokeing benge but now...well not im failing two classes,i cant think when im high,and the worst part is that i know all this and every time i spark up i know what im doing to myself but theres now way i can just put the pipe down i know im addicted.i have to be high when i wake up,i have to be high at lunch,i have to be high when i go to bed.i hate knowing that im useing a drug as a crutch to escape the real world and i know i shouldnt do such things...but i do
KronicKing Reviewed by KronicKing on . Tired? Is anybody else tired of smoking pot? Tired of the dirty looks people give you when they find out you toke? Tired of the antisocial feelings? Tired of the brain-drain and lack of motivation? I am. But I still haven't quit. I wish it was about the money, I'd quit over night like last time (oxymoron? maybe...) but for some reason I can't quit anymore. Maybe I've quit and come back again too many times, maybe I'm just a little out of it right now... I dunno. All I do know is if I go Rating: 5