Hey Dundee, Lots of people giving u good advice here. I hope its helping
A thought that crossed my mind when reading ur last post was that, as im sure u agree, better to tell ur kids sooner rather than later. They'v worked out somethings wrong, they're probably worried! Your a family unit, right? You wont let anything destroy that so let your kids know that too! Sit them down, hv a chat and maybe being strong for your kids will help you feel strong within yourself? I dont know if that makes sense...im high a fuck. Just an idea. Tk Care hun xxx