Freedom. It's the one thing I don't risk lightly. I would cancel your plans unless you are going outdoors some fair distance at a safe place. Wipe your hard drive erase the cat's memory and the dogs too, and always speak in a madeup language..... okay so I got upside down a sec, but seriously freedom feels almost like its nothing until you don't have it. I did a year for some leafy greens once and its just not worth it. Maybe help a friend learn your craft...