whether my points about mary being a danger beyond the generation gap to instill confidence of propagtion in the community are well founded or conjecture is neither here nor there. I've got another point, people on drugs 'see the light' gain inspiration and insight, it is a maligned? though very widely acceptable behaviour, it is confusing that the authorities seek to obstruct our understanting of ourselves preventing international association and 'free love' why is this? At a more nuclear level there are groups of people nationally that seem to think that the injection of the blood of desired associates into people seeking change is a good idea, I have an alternative opinion. I have tried to make this observation before and I think it is too sensitive an issue to push openly on this forum without going into the dark and improbable world of zionist conspiricy theory. The trouble being that... authorities that are pro-drugs are often in my observation left with pro-drugs community in despair of the behaviour of the aspirationally responsible drug users that are unable to compose an honest defintion. Poisoned themselves or put into a situation of refutation promted by ingracious auspicion by well meaning dissedents, demonstrate awkward and distressing inauspicion because of possibly unknown or unrecognised experience, probably as I have written earlier, due poisoning or/and unwilling tactile behaviour... it is a problem... does this make any sense it is like banging my head againsta brick wall