I WISH
I tore 2nd degree tear it went all the way from my vagina to my anus was fully open and i had no epidural just nitrous oxide.The birth was not too painful and my sons father said i was like a little lamb i did not scream i just closed my eyes and dealt with it i was pain but i was very excited when i seen his head and his arm was out too it was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen (besides the blood).I was in labour for 15 hours and they induced me because it was taking too long.It was only about maybe 3 hours after that i gave birth.Giving Birth was great i loved every second of it i felt proud of myself.He had forceps too as his heart rate was dropping and i wouldnt open my legs so they got the stirrups in lol