Quote Originally Posted by 8182KSKUSH
Well, this would be the second time in a row that I have gone to sleep and had some horrible wretched ass nightmare about my plants. It's the same everytime.
I go in, everything is fine, and I look and everything is dead. Not just dead, but dead and rotten! Usually I can control my dreams really well and silly as it sounds, when I sleep, usually I realize that I am dreaming, even if it is a bad one, I am usually aware that I am dreaming and turn it to my will.
However these 2 were really different. They were very vivid, and I had no control. Just pure panic! Very emotional and upset. I wake up and I am drenched in sweat, so is the bed.
Even after being awake for a while, and realizing it was just a bad dream, and being an adult, it still kinda bothers me. I have actually visually confirmed that everything is OK twice! LOL I don't know if there is any relation, but I have not used any cannabis for about a month now. (I refuse to purchase it ever again, so I wait for mines.)
This last one was the worst yet, in my dream, when I walk in, the room is dark! Problem #1! (I am on a 24 hour veg). When I turn on my backup lights to see what the fuck is up, I notice my ballasts are submerged in water! As I said before, the next issue is #2, the girls are all "fin", ALL OF THEM! And nasty slimey and rotten!
I have never really had this happen before, I don't know if it is due to not using any cannabis, this is the first time I have been off my meds in oh, ...
10 years. Literally. Buying some is not an option, mostly due to my pig headedness, I could if I really really wanted to, but I just don't want to. Any good suggestions on how to get past this weirdness otherwise? The dreams are bad, but so is waking up in soaking sheets freezing my ass off wondering why the hell I am so damn cold if I am sweating so damn much? Makes no sense? Just started happening, the last few times I have gone to sleep, whether it is just a short nap, or for the night.
Weird huh?
In any case, just talking about this, I already feel a little better as it pertains to the actual dreams. I am gonna go stare at my girls now and tell them I love them, and that I can't wait to chop their heads off and light them on fire!:jointsmile:


I can't relate to nightmares about my plants because I don't have any anymore, however I can relate to the bad nightmares when without cannabis..it seems as though I basically just go lights out, then back on when I wake up if I smoke before going to bed..