Quote Originally Posted by 8182KSKUSH
It's not even that tough, I could just go to any legal clinic, anywhere in this state and have my pick of what I want. I just made a promise to myself that I would not, I spend too much time, and money on my grow to do that at this point. I have waaay more immediate needs that the money could be used for with my family. And to be honest, even getting it underground here in socal @ $10gram for the same top notch that I can get legally in the clinics is too much. I could blow $300 EZ in less than a month, then I am right back where I started, minus the $280. While that money could have been spent on more important things. It would be alot different if I was single, but I am not, and my number 1 priority now is my son and my family. I feel guilty enough spending the money, (more importantly time) that I do now on my ladies. The only thing that helps me justify that is the fact that down the road, in a year or so, I will have my shit down well enough so that there are no dry times, that's what I am working for. In the mean time, I just want to get by w/out. I just need some other way to cope w/ my own head until later this summer when my shit is ready. Again, any suggestion that don't involve running out and grabbing some is kinda what I am looking for. THat's the obvious answer, but there is really no way I can get enough to last me as long as I would need it to, therefore, that would only be a temporary fix. Kinda like putting a band aid on a severed leg! Thanks for the input though. Believe me, you aren't saying anything that "Bad KUSH" isn't already thinking.:jointsmile:
Ah, well I did not know the extent of your situation. You need to wait it out then dude, it's what you should do as a man for his family. Worry about getting the rest of your life in order, and by the time you realize it your ladies will be ripe for the picking. Just remember this is temporary, and keep in mind you will get absolutely fucking gongshowed the first time you smoke again. That always helps me whenever I'm on a break and I get a craving.. Just close your eyes and think of how high you will get. Always brings a smile to my face