Quote Originally Posted by JohnnyZ
Pony up brother, head down to your local neighborhood drug dealer and buy a little ganja to hold you over. Don't be pig headed, think of it as a brief trip back to your glory days.. just a sweet walk down memory lane.

It's not even that tough, I could just go to any legal clinic, anywhere in this state and have my pick of what I want. I just made a promise to myself that I would not, I spend too much time, and money on my grow to do that at this point. I have waaay more immediate needs that the money could be used for with my family. And to be honest, even getting it underground here in socal @ $10gram for the same top notch that I can get legally in the clinics is too much. I could blow $300 EZ in less than a month, then I am right back where I started, minus the $280. While that money could have been spent on more important things. It would be alot different if I was single, but I am not, and my number 1 priority now is my son and my family. I feel guilty enough spending the money, (more importantly time) that I do now on my ladies. The only thing that helps me justify that is the fact that down the road, in a year or so, I will have my shit down well enough so that there are no dry times, that's what I am working for. In the mean time, I just want to get by w/out. I just need some other way to cope w/ my own head until later this summer when my shit is ready. Again, any suggestion that don't involve running out and grabbing some is kinda what I am looking for. THat's the obvious answer, but there is really no way I can get enough to last me as long as I would need it to, therefore, that would only be a temporary fix. Kinda like putting a band aid on a severed leg! Thanks for the input though. Believe me, you aren't saying anything that "Bad KUSH" isn't already thinking.:jointsmile:
8182KSKUSH Reviewed by 8182KSKUSH on . Growing Nightmare! Well, this would be the second time in a row that I have gone to sleep and had some horrible wretched ass nightmare about my plants. It's the same everytime. I go in, everything is fine, and I look and everything is dead. Not just dead, but dead and rotten! Usually I can control my dreams really well and silly as it sounds, when I sleep, usually I realize that I am dreaming, even if it is a bad one, I am usually aware that I am dreaming and turn it to my will. However these 2 were really Rating: 5