I was not upset by any of it, but I really think that the belief system you've taken up is doing you no good. People NEED to have an ego, that includes everybody.

Many of the worst movements in history said that the ego is bad - they did this as a way to control people. They're still doing it.

I've had lot's of bad things happen to me on account of people and institutions, but I don't spend time hating the guilty parties. Likewise, I don't "forgive" them, either. I just try to keep it out of my mind and chalk it up to bad luck, bad timing, human nature, lousy parenting, mental problems, etc.

Movements like ACIM, that appear to be providing an all-encompassing live-change for it's adherents, all operate similarly to each other. I've been on this planet long enough to see the symptoms and methodology of other groups, that's why I knew something was wrong here before ACIM (which I'd never heard of before) was even brought up.

I posted that YouTube ACIM video, of the woman talking about it, as an example of a victim of mind-control.

It's bad news, in more ways than I can express. People walking around thinking that they've been endowed with "special" knowledge, from wherever, is always a sign tht something is very wrong with them.