Yeah, I actually know what you mean now. I lmean, like when my mom called the cops on me a week ago, I thoguht it was the end of the world for the first 2 days.

Then I actually felt good about being clean, even though I was actually WORSE in math class. Anyway, I just toked up tonight for the first time 8 days, and it's the greatest high I've had in the past 3 moths. I'm so screwd up now, barely able to type, don't know what I'm doing kidna thing.

I'm in the same grade as you, and I'm worried. But, my guidance councellor said she can see me getting perfect in the two literature and reading subjects, the math I'll merely PASS. I already got 743 out of 800 on the PSATs. I feel bad because i'm not bragging, what I mean to say is, I'm worried, but I'm trying to just keep calm.

I am definitely going to quit 2 weeks before I actually take them in May, though. Just to make sure I'm at my best in the two good subjects.