not find the girl you once where DD. We change all the time.It sounds like your life has changed with the arival of your children.Being a parent is the most important thing you can do right now.Try and do it the best you can.You have a lot of responsability on your shoulders-----it is bound to give you a run for your money.Do not feel alone--------- all parents come to the realization that they have more to worry about than just them selves, and that is pressure.HANGE IN THERE.